i finally know what it feels like to be happy and sad at the same time. i’m sure it does not cancel out each other.
starting with the sad news, my mom got into debt through gambling…now i need to pay it off….its not the first time, definitely not the last too. i guess i’ll never be rich if life carries on in this manner…
jumping to the good news!!!! i got my rhce cert 
i was really nervous when i took the test. The previous night when news broke that my mum is in debt, i was still mugging for the test. i guess i’m really a cold-hearted person, all i wanted was to get the cert. before i slept, i was still telling myself if i let issues in life put me down, i would be no different than any other losers on the street.
at the end of the day this is all that matters
