Another long day coming up,gonna work from 7-5 followed by class from 1850-2150.
thinking abt tomoro, i feel tired already..
after some creative financial practices, im left with $900 to spend. feeling poor immediately after payday. i hope i can save another $300. gonna need it for the bad bad times coming over the horizon. living life worst off than a NSf.
dragged my foot the whole week and just left everything in a standstill again, didnt revise jap or rhce, but i managed finish watching 我和僵尸有一个约会2. imho part one is still the best.
Quite a pricey dinner yesterday, around $50. Tasty and fresh though. The cinnamon tea served at the end of the meal was great, wonder where can I buy it?
The Feeling of my mind being trapped in a box is so strong.
Have I reached the limits of my capabilities, yet I feel I have achieved so little in life.
Is this the furthest I go.
Just finished cleaning up my room. Big cleanup since CNY. Finally figure out how to utilize my excess 1 Mbps mobile data plan, tethered it from my old Nokia to the mbp, uploading all my song to google music beta
Thursday, last night rained heavily, didn’t notice till this morning. Should have switched off the aircon before sleeping.
Slacked from sun till tues. Was supposed to complete the 3 pending jp homework, in the end only started doing it like 10pm last night, slept at 3. Gonna go crazy today. Sounds so loser. Luckily its the sch holidays, Smooth traffic.
yes,once again its the festival of chinese patriotism. woke up early!!! 0800hrs. was thinking of putting in effort to practise RHCE, or finish up my jap hw..in the end i did none of those, instead finished reading LKY’s hard truths. imho this book should be burned, if all the gals in the singapore read this, i probably be forever alone
Slept for a few hours in the late afternoon, this was the first time in my life i experience 3 different of tiredness manifesting at the same time,
1st was physical tiredness, during working days, i sleep around 12-1 am and the next day waking at 7am till 5pm. i have sleep debt.
2nd was mental tiredness, my mind has been hyper imaginative this few months. probably due the the dull work environment. i only enjoy working with ppl who can talk cock…
3rd was emotional tiredness, so tired of being forever alone, all gal have bfs, damnit.
really good bass solo, i was contemplating taking guitar lesson for the past 2 months. with jap lessons, possibly driving lessons and sucky things happening now and then. this has been placed at the back of the queue.
Sitting opposite 2 tables away from me is the hr gal that offered my employment contract when I joined BAML, that was almost 2 years back, most certainly she wouldn’t be able to recognize me.but I do recognize her because we have the same birthdate. I remember her snooked look when I handed my ic for her to photostat. Must have been thru alot frm the dark eye bags I see from the narrowly reflected image of her at mos burger. She is with her fren while I’m idling and pretending to drink from my empty cup while typing this. I can feel the pressure to vacate my seat as the crowd is getting bigger. My jap lesson is about to start. I feel a strange sense of anticipation, as today is the last lesson of the term. Undoubtly I will continue to enrol for the next term, the simple reason being this is now the only thing stopping me from clinging onto my pc 24/7. at the exit of the underpass to shaw, The busker is singing “fly me to the moon” in jazz. A strange sense of comforting emoness. I will embed the song after my lesson
Sigh… forever lagging in my homework. Wanted to clear the backlog over the weekend. Only managed to complete 1 chapter… Still 2 chapters behind…. Never revised since I started a year ago. Really must put my lazy bones into it. I really hope to be able to communicate in Japanese.but with my level of effort and intelligence… Erm it’s gonna be a uphill battle all the way
All time favorite utada song, love it when the bass contrasts with her vocal, the bass slowly takes over with a funky rhythm.
